i'm still enraged...

ok, after a night's slumber, i still can't get over the image that floats endlessly around my mind..

The image of her wearing my favourite t shirt...and using it as a pajamas..without any permission from me.

It's also partially my brother's fault..that useless dope for not telling me.

Hey, i mean..it's obvious enough that it is MINE....who else would have it in female size and have some japanese katagana saying 'yaoi' splattered across the chest in the house?

that useless duo, i hope my mom got the message through to those 2...I'm so upset on what they did, i think if i had spoken to them concerning this, it'll only end in a bloodbath.

It's the not first time this had happened.

His gf often walks into my room, taking makeup remover and stuffs...ok..those i have no problem....

but to take my t shirt without telling me?

and to have chosen one of my favourite one at that?

you seriously need some serious apologising sister.....

i heard your relunctant apologies, and well......like i said...

i can forgive, but i will NEVER forget.

NEVER....this grudge, this prick, this needle...will forever be with me in my mind....

i'm fucking pissed...YES..VERY PISSED!!!

i'm fucking pissed...i've never been this raged since i don't remember when...
i'm fumed now till the brink that i can't open my mouth to talk...thus the blogging..

seriously, who in the world goes into your room, open your cupboard, take your clothes and NOT notify you...
finally i found out...by sheer coincidence...

OKay...It may sound really petty to some people....
(it's just a t shirt)

It's this shirt i had with the word 'YAOI' splattered across it..
I've been hunting high and low for the shirt since 3 months ago..and yet i couldn't find it...
I tot, well, i do not need it THAT urgently, it could be lying somewhere around in my cupboard...so heck it, it'll eventually appear...

as long as it's not worn and washed that often, it'll stay new...
but i was wrong...i was fucking wrong....

today, i saw that shirt on my brother's girlfriend.....i mean..come on...you can't read a fucking bit of japanese and you do not understand a single word of japanese...
AND YOU HAD THE NERVE TO BRING MY SHIRT...one of my favourite shirts in my mountain of clothings...and wash at home..!!!

imagine this....you bought a shirt/dress/watever and it's one of your favourite ones...you're not even willing to wear it THAT often, fearing that it'll be washed out....
BUT NOW YOU SEE IT, YOUR PRIZED POSSESION...on someone else....and to be told that she has been keeping it for quite some time, and she wears it to sleep..

how pissed can you be?!
i'm furious.......SERIOUSLY...I'M FUCKING PISSED..!!!!
i'm so gonna lock my room the next time...

YOU JUST DOn'T WALK INTO SOMEONE'S ROOM AND GRAB ANYTHING WITHOUT NOTIFYING..!!!
OH MAI GOD..!!!!!

i couldn't express how furious i am now..!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA...!!!!!!!!!
i feel like screaming out like..fucking loud...
seriously....FUCK IT ...FUCK IT FUCK IT..!!!!!!!!!
and my fucking brother is so freaking stupid and ignorant...

SHEESH.....DAMN STUPID PATHETHIC FREAKING ASSHOLES..!!!!
FUCK IT!!!!!!!

R.E.S.P.E.C.T & M.A.N.N.E.R.S

ah...with all those happy previous entries on my blog..there's bound to be one with rants...haha.
yeap, this time it's the one with rants...

*** Warning...long rant ahead ***

Let me ask something....
IF you need someone to help you, obviously, common sense tells you to approach the person whom you want help from with utmost politeness as well as a humble attitude....no?
YES, today..the very morning of the start of the day....
the AnP department..(yes, that's the department i am in at work) was 'graced upon' with the existence of one arrogant bitch...

This feline slut just appeared out of no where....and then wandered around the department..
Christina, or whatever her lowly name is, approached me in a VERY DAMN RUDE....(yes, i stress again..RUDE) manner to seek for help.

That feline said 'help me with the cutter '....ok..sounded pretty nice rite?
imagine that being said in the rudest and most arrogant manner possible....and THAT coming from someone who just started work no longer than 1 month ago.

I glared at her, and told her 'i'm kinda busy now'..which is hey..true enough...i was halfway cropping some guy's photo for some booklet, and i'm not gonna let one lowly half assed bitch jeapordize it!
It's common sense once again that when 1 person is busy, you seek help from another...
NOOOOOOOOooo.....this lowly half assed bitch with shit for a pussy went ahead and used the cutter, in which she had no idea how to use.

Let me ask again, do you use the cutter like the guillotine?

FYI, this is a cutter..LOL..in case you guys didn't know..haha...

THIS, my friend is a guillotine. See the difference?

Usually for tools like this, you apply appropriate pressure and common sense (once again!) to make it work..
This lowly half assed bitch (LHAB from now) lifted the arm and push it down as if she wants to chop off some hard beef, in other words...she is using the cutter like it's some kinda guillotine...
After some time, it was as if she was having a band (only that it sounds like the bed shaking when she is fucked)...

OF COURSE it'll sound annoying rite?
come on...we're in the creative department...obviously that sound would scare away all our insprirations and creativity...
It got worse when she started cursing while she was using that tool.


Then Tiffany mentioned to her that instead of using the machine, why not use the blade and metal ruler....it's faster, more organised and QUIETER....
(come on! any small kid would know that if i'm not familiar with that particular item, i'll look for alternatives....it's COMMON SENSE ONCE AGAIN!!!)

NOOOOOOOOOoo...she continued on with her 'live band' with no respect whatsoever to our department. She even made the process louder when Tiffany tried to hint to her that she is distracting....
She finally stopped when my HOD stepped in. i was taken aback by how she answered back to my HOD. How can a person, who has worked less than 1 month (under probation) talk back to a manager in such a rude manner?

where's her respect and mannerism?
seriously, does she even know how to spell respect and manners?
(it's up there *points at title * in case you don't know)

The moment she stepped in the room, she practically thought that it is her dad who owns the place....going around ordering people as if we're supposed to work for you.

No doubt, i know she is rich (or so i heard)..so most probably you're brought up in a bratty way..
Maybe mom and dad didn't have time for you so you were showered with monetary items instead.
Maybe mom and dad didn't have time to teach and knock some sense of mannerism into you..
But hey, welcome to the real world......Working life isn't as simple as you thought.
Mommy and Daddy isn't always around for you.....

In this world, you need to know and learn to respect others..
Respect others, and you'll be respected.
You may be the Paris Hilton when you're young, but even Paris Hilton need to go to jail for breaking the law...You're no different.

So you feline slut, learn to respect others. It isn't the first time you come into our department DEMANDING for something.
When you need help, you ask for it HUMBLY....

Unless you're my mom or boss, you don't go around ordering me what to do.
What you did today totally reflected back on your own family.

It goes to show that your family do not teach you manners and well....somehow the word ' KURANG AJAR' comes into play here...

So Christina (or whatever your slutty name is)
First of all, respect yourself.....respect others..and you'll be respected..
Show some manners, some morality....bestow upon others, what you want to be bestowed upon...

Oh...i forgot, you have no common sense.....
well, i guess it's never too late to learn.....
go back and ask mommy daddy to teach you okay?
hopefully by then you'll not be such a sorry and pitiful little feline slut.
I wish you the best..!! (sense the sarcasm?)

*** end of rant ***

AHHhh...that felt better...^^;;;;

Listening to : Darker Than Black - Kakusei Heroism
Mood : Cranky...

cafe' au Chrismas~

OKAy, i know it's a little early for jingle bells and tralalas....but i just can't help it.

I'm counting down to the days i'm going to go on leave..

At this very moment, next month.....i'll be happily sleeping like a pig with no need for alarm clocks...

and yes, i'm already in my jingle bell mood now..hahhaha..

ANYWAY~

today's entry is about Cafe' Au Christmas...XD

YEAh...today, me, tiff and fishie had to go out to 1 Utama to get some stuffs for the office during lunch time.

Coincidentally, our car was parked at the entrance near Starbucks.

i think you can probably guess where i'm going at...haha..

So, there's this festive season series of tumbler Starbucks is having now..(sheesh, those people REALLY do know how to make money)...

and yours truly here is attracted by how wonderful it looks..

I already had the intention to purchase it EVEN before the series came out..

after felicia got hers (no, she is no coffee addict...she just loves to splurge on cute and pretty stuffs...LOL), she used it in the office, and that made me even WANT to get the tumbler more.

finally, yours truly gave into temptation....She got her tumbler....

well, yeah..it's RM34, but give it a thought...i drink coffee..and everytime i use this tumbler to purchase starbucks coffee, i'll get RM2 off...

i think in the long term, i'll be able to earn back what i pay for the tumbler..LOL....

besides, ITS MY CHRISTMAS PRESENT...i worked like shit these few months and i feel it's justified that i get this to pamper myself..haha..

anyway, here are piccies..!! XD

café au Christmas

café au Sotong

Listening to : Utada Hikaru - Come Back To Me

Mood : TRAlala~~~

December.....I await thee..~~

lol..this is damn random, but....

DECEMBERRRRRRRRRRRRR.....i await thee..!!!!!
thou art the most beautiful month.....with tralala and jingle bells....
OH DECEMBERRr.....

Shall i compare thee to the month of __________(insert any other months)
thou art more lovely and filled with holiday mood
rough winds do shake the darling weeks before holidays
.....ok..i forgot wat's the next verse..LOL...

anyway...I CAN'T WAIT FOR DECEMBER..!!!
it's a month filled with holidays and events..!! UKYAAAAAAaaa..XD XD
(and next month, now...i'll be off from work till new year......WOHOOooo.......)

Listening to : Inuyasha ~ The Final Act ~ - With You
Mood : jingle bells~~~~~

Stole this from Tsu~

yeah, since i have nothing better to do and i have library full of songs, i was thinking of giving this a shot..hahahh...

1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS! (need to have at least 30 songs or more)

If someone says "is this okay" you say?
Miss You - Yuna Ito
WHA?! LOL)

What would best describe your personality?
Make you - Tantei Gakuen Q
(doesn't make any sense...LOL)

How do you feel today?
Eyes for the Moon - Mika Nakashima
(apa nih!?!?)

What is your Motto?
Nakagawa Kotarou - Concealment (OST from Code Geass)
(wtf? concealment? hahahhhha.....)

What is your life's purpose?
Need to be Strong - Naruto's OST
(ok..at least this makes a little sense..-_-)

What do your friends think of you?
My Tomorrow - Digimon
(wow...ok...this makes a lot of sense..hahahhh)

What do you think about very often?
Battle - DN Angel OST
(ok..battle...yeap..i always think about battling my weight..XD)

What is 2+2?
Hitorijime - Cardcaptor Sakura
(errr...no comments...LOL)

What do you think of your best friend?
Dearest - Inuyasha
(yeap....my best friend is always my dearest companion aside from relatives..XD)

What do you think of the person you like?
Tobira no Mukou de - FMA
(hmm...well, standing on the other side of the door? it's whether or not i find that door..haha....)

What is your life story?
Encounter - Final Fantasy Advent Children
(yeap...we encounter new things in life....my life's story? hopefully it's new surprises and new encounters..XD)

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Vampire - Janne Da Arc
(LOL!!!!!! yes!!!)

What will they play at your funeral?
Kakusei Heroism ~ The Hero Without a name - Darker Than Black
(LOL!! i am DA HERO NOW?! WOW...!!!)

What will you dance to at your wedding?
Kiss Me Goodbye(English Version) - Angela Aki
(SIAO!!! ppl wedding, ini apa goodbye goodbye?!?!)

What do you think when you see the person you like?
Rufus Welcoming Ceremony (Piano Symphony) - Final Fantasy 7
(WTF?!?! LOL......damn cute song.!!)

What is your hobby/interest?
You Ji - Daniel Lee
(Organic Love? LOL..)

What is your biggest secret?
Parallel Hearts - Pandora Hearts
(WTF? does that mean i have split personality?! LOL..hmm..sometimes i feel i do.hah)

What do you think of your friends?
No Love - Simple Plan
(ok.....no comments..LOL!!)

What's the worst thing that could happen?
Pa Ai Fang Kai - FIR
(wah...really lor..that's the worst..!!)

What makes you cry?
Change - Hanasakeru Seishonen
(Changes? yup..sometimes it makes me cry...but most of the time i'd accept it with open arms..XD)

What makes you laugh?
Sayonara Solitaire - Chrono Crusade
(shitz..this anime made me cry....=_= how to laugh!?)

What is the one thing you regret?
Tales of Symphonia - Soshite Boke ni Dekiru Koto
(er..what?.....no sense man..haha)

How will you die?
Heaven's Door - Shiritsu Araiso koutougakkou seitokai shikkoubu OVA
(lol...yeah, when i see heaven's door, i'll die..haha)

Will you ever get married?
Tangerine Dream - Do As Infinity
(lol!! what? when i eat lots of tangerine and dream of it? LOL)

What do your parents think of you?
Romantic Morning - Kyou Kara Maou! R
(LOL........absolubtly no comments..!!! *laughs her head off*)

Does anyone like you?
Zhang Xin - Guang Liang Ping Guan (Michael & Victor)
(errr....what does this mean again?)

What scares you the most?
Kaze no Machi he - Tsubasa Chronicle
(.......)

If you could go back in time, what would you change?
Jenova - Final Fantasy Advent Children OST
(LOL!!!! then sephiroth will be my minion..hahah)

What would you say, when you meet your boss?
Serenade to Spring - Secret Garden
(LOL!! yes, serenade to spring and give me my peace...LOL)

What will you post this as?
Wu Suo Wei - 5566
(LOL!!! yes....wu suo wei!!! --basically means 'doesn't matter'--)

Listening to : Gravitation - Glaring Dream (well, i pressed skip again for this)
Mood : bored~

Deprived of events..~~~~

***warning!!! BAD ENGLAND AHEAD~~~***

GAHhh.....i've been deprived of anime events lately..

eversince June i think i haven't attended any events. DaiCon was the last event i attended this year...so damn korlian man.....

(nope, didn't go GACC because of the dreaded H1N1...instead i went photoshooting..haha..)

but i sort of almost forgot how an event is like....

I understand that this weekend there'll be an event, but...GAHHH..KL is like..so freaking far..><''''

why..!?! why can't it be somewhere in subang...??

(FYI...no, i'm not from subang, but it's nearer to home rather than KL)

And well, deprived of events = deprived of cosplays...

yes, i'm itching to put on costumes and wigs again.....

the 'GIAN' is back.....

OH GOSH... i can't wait for the weekend that riko is coming down...

NOVEMBER....cepat shoo~~~

i can't wait for December too...

it's....TRA~LA~LA~ month..!!

i can't wait for CF's weekend too....coz that'll be the week where i spend time with my fellow cosplayers again..!!!

and after that...CHRISTMAS.>!!!

GAh.i don't care...i wanna go clubbing liaoz....

i miss the 'dum zhe dum zhe' feel.....

TIFF!!!! FISH!!!! CAFEN!!!! HUI ZHEN!!! i wanna go clubbing la..!!!!!!

Jio more kakis la..!!!!

ini budak mau pi shake head.....><;;;;

p/s....i wan coffeee~~~~~~ XD

Listening to : Tsubasa Chronicle - Kaze no Machi He

Mood : WEEEEeeeeEEEeee.....XD